New Chapters

Hey everyone, I know it has been a really long time since I have written, for that I apologize but things have taken some crazy turns.

I saw a picture I took took and for the first time I feel like I really saw changes. I know it seems silly, because who after losing 85 lbs wouldn't look different but that is part of it you see.

There is more to it than just the losing weight it is relearning all about myself, the way I respond and react, and the way

I see myself.

The changes have brought about some great new discoveries. One of them is that of my 'style'. I have often looked at people and said wow I admire their style, but I hadn't really found my own. Now I think I am starting to discover my own, and I really like it. :)

I have decided it is time for a little photo journey... so here we go.

Spring of 2010:

August of 2010:

October 2010:

May 2011:

June 2011:

September 2011:

It has been weird to look over this progression myself. What a crazy journey. Now a new chapter begins. I have chosen to work with a new trainer. Sarah, actually. She is a great person, she has a passion for fitness and health and is going to be working with me three days a week! So much to look forward to. It has been weird thinking of adding another person to this journey but I am sure that God has great things in store.

While bringing someone into this journey is scary, it opens you up to the old fears of rejection, fear of failure and performance driven issues it is time to open up. Just as my weight loss has been a journey, learning to live a life that is open and vulnerable has been a journey as well. I recently asked myself, why is it that I work with a trainer. The answer: Sometimes I need someone in my corner reminding me of the goals I have and helping me to see that I have what it takes inside of me I just need some help pulling it out.

My trainer helps me do that, they push, they encourage, they keep me focused on my goals and remind me that greater things are within my reach.

So my question to you: Whose your trainer? Who in your life pushes you, inspires you, encourages you and reminds you that greater things are within your reach?

We have journeyed together for a year and half now. (a little more actually) You have seen my good times , heard about the rough patches and watched me almost give up a few times, but life change doesn't happen overnight and I am in for the long haul. So here's to a new chapter. Welcome to the journey Sarah! I am so excited you are coming along.