So lets just admit what is obvious. I am a horrible friend communicator. I have been so blessed over the years to have been given amazing people in my life. I love them deeply, many of them have been with me for some really really major events in my life. Yet why do I find it so hard to stay in touch. Even today when things such as facebook and email make life so much easier to share, I still struggle.
So to my dear friends that I haven't spoken to more than a few weeks. I miss you. I miss sharing life with you, I am hoping that you will forgive me, and help me. I try hard but I just get so involved in the moment. Please know that I think about you often, and pray for you when you come to mind. I am sorry I am such a tough person to be friends with.
I saw Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close today. It was a real tear jerker. I don't know if the events of 9/11 will ever be less painful for me, or anyone else, I am sure time will remove some of the sting, but watching a family go through it and watching a little boy struggle to make sense of it was so moving. It made me think of the people that I love that aren't near me. In the movie the little boy wishes he could have spoken to his dad and it made me realize that i need to learn to be better about this communicating thing. It is hard but it is so necessary you are in my life for a reason.
I know my family was really blessed during the events of 9/11, while my father was there, he witnessed so much he survived. I can't imagine what life would be like right now if I had lost my father that day. So it made me realize just how special people are to me.
I am gonna try... gonna try to continue to reach out because I really do miss you.
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