Eleven Days In

I can't believe it, I have almost made it two weeks! Who would have thought. I hear you need to do something for 6 weeks before it become a habit. Well I am almost two weeks down leaving only four to go.

This week has had a rough start. It has been a challenge to be overcome. My hearts has just seemed a heavy. It would be my first instinct to withdraw, and bury my feelings in food. However, this time I am not going to do that. I am facing up to my feelings, allowing them to be there, giving them the validation that they are real, and giving me the freedom to just talk with my FATHER about them.

I am wondering now when it is exactly that I get to celebrate. I am so excited for what is happening in my life, that even having a heavy heart won't slow it down, or contain my excitement.

Looking forward to celebrating in the near future. Can't wait!