Has food become so important to me that I feel the need to include them with my friends and family. Or is it a matter of convenience. I guess it come to a matter of the heart. Why did I put this on my phone, for me the answer would be that I wanted to be able to get at this number any time I wanted it. Which wouldn't be bad, and won't be bad as long as I am using it when it is safe for me to use.
For those of you that have never heard the word safe attached to food, let me introduce this to you. There are healthy and not so healthy relationships that people can have not only with other people but with things. For me one of the areas I struggle with is with food. In the past it hasn't always been a healthy or "safe" relationship, each day I work to make it so. But in previous times it has been dangerous, I have used food to feel better to escape to deal with life, making it a very unhealthy relationship.
So as long as I am making sure that when I use that number... it is simply because I and some friends are looking for pizza, and not because I am sad, or upset, or looking to bury my head, then things will be OK.
So for now the number stays, it is handy to have around, however knowing that I can delete it if needed gives me a great deal of comfort.
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