Is that me in the mirror?

So today I want to talk about something that is really shocking. Do you know...that, that is me in the mirror. How is it that we can be two people. I mean when I think about myself, or picture myself it isn't the person that I see in the mirror. When I look into the mirror, I am shocked, I guess that is what is motivating me.

This past weekend one of our pastor's talked about a crisis moment that shocked him into action. While I can say that there hasn't been one specific moment, it has been more like a series of moments that have motivated me to really wonder what life could be like.

I will be honest I do a lot of things. I am active, I ski, I swim, I hike (once and a while), but there has to be more. Not sure what it will look like, but I really want to be at my best. And I know that the weight I am now .... is not my best.

But how powerful is the mind that I have been able to draw up an image of myself that isn't reality. I guess it has been easier to see my thinner self in my mind then to look at the one that is really in the mirror.

So what do we say, is it time to toss out the image I have in my mind, and face the reality. Or has the image been a security, and something I am not sure I can say goodbye to just yet.

I guess I will have to trust on God, and wait for him to reveal who it is that I am meant to be.